This past week has been very stressful...
First, it's the first week of class, that in itself is stressful.
Second, some things have happened at Hillsboro that is alot of gossip... I really hope that it does not hender the vote on Sunday. They are voting for me to become full time after I graduate. Please pray for this process.
I just don't know what to do?!
Please Pray for me!
Friday, August 17, 2007
Monday, August 6, 2007
Bitter Sweet
So today was my last Sunday at Hillsboro for the time being. I have one more semester at good 'ole NGU then I can return here to my students. God has given me such a passion for these students and some of them have really begun to open up and try to be themselves.
I was able to take one of my students to a professional counselor this weekend at YEC and we were able to make a breakthrough!! She told the counselor all about her life and the crap that she has gone through. I'm so proud of her. I just hope now she will be able to accept Christ!
I also called out one of my girls for being a FAKE! She was cussing at home and around other people but tried to be up my butt at church. She wants to be like me, but she is only like that around me and everywhere else she tries to please others. GOSH! That is the one thing that grates at me... BEING FAKE! Because I attend a Christian University I have seen my fair share of fake people. The people that get on stage to lead the body in worship, but sleep with their girlfriends.... GOSH that just grates at me. I think being fake makes me so angry is because I was totally the queen of being fake when I was in high school. I walked around like everything was peachy, but I was dying inside because something wasn't right. I was not leading my life solely for Christ. It just grates at me to think that one of my students who sees me and talks to me on a daily basis would think that being fake was being a good Christian. I just hope I got through to her.
Well I have Kids Camp in the morning and I need to start packing my office afterwards.... BLAH, I really don't want to do that! I can't wait till I can be in my students lives for more than just a few months at a time!
I was able to take one of my students to a professional counselor this weekend at YEC and we were able to make a breakthrough!! She told the counselor all about her life and the crap that she has gone through. I'm so proud of her. I just hope now she will be able to accept Christ!
I also called out one of my girls for being a FAKE! She was cussing at home and around other people but tried to be up my butt at church. She wants to be like me, but she is only like that around me and everywhere else she tries to please others. GOSH! That is the one thing that grates at me... BEING FAKE! Because I attend a Christian University I have seen my fair share of fake people. The people that get on stage to lead the body in worship, but sleep with their girlfriends.... GOSH that just grates at me. I think being fake makes me so angry is because I was totally the queen of being fake when I was in high school. I walked around like everything was peachy, but I was dying inside because something wasn't right. I was not leading my life solely for Christ. It just grates at me to think that one of my students who sees me and talks to me on a daily basis would think that being fake was being a good Christian. I just hope I got through to her.
Well I have Kids Camp in the morning and I need to start packing my office afterwards.... BLAH, I really don't want to do that! I can't wait till I can be in my students lives for more than just a few months at a time!
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