My dear friend

For the last couple of weeks I have been dealing with something very personal. My best friend is pregnant. She is SUCH an amazing person and is going to be an awesome mom! The reason I've been dealing with this is because she's gonna be a single mom. I know the pain I have gone though in my life from being sexually active early on, but I didn't have a baby so people couldn't judge me from the outside. I teach students to not have sex before marriage because of the pain it caused me emotionally and to know that my best friend is going to have to go through that, but with a child is heart breaking to me. I've been struggling because I'm so happy that God has given her a little girl! I hate the fact that because of sin is why she is having her little girl, but we all sin some of us just have more visible signs. I'm praying for people not to judge this amazing person, who has changed my life so much!

To my dear friend,
I love you so much! I have always looked up to you and how you did your quiet times even when I was so exhausted that I couldn't figure out how you were keeping your eyes open.... You called me out when I needed someone too. You were my rock during college. You always saw me as a equal when I saw you as more spiritual than me. You helped me to understand so many things that you will probably never know! You helped me to change my life around. You were the one who showed me it could be done and you never once judged me. You are so amazing! And this little girl is so lucky to have you as a mom! You are gonna be the best mom ever. I wish I could go to your baby shower, but I can't... I'm sorry! :( I miss you so much and am so happy for you! I want you to know that I am always here for you.... during the crappy times and during the great and happy times in life. If any judges you I will totally beat the snot out of them because you are one of the most amazing people I have ever met! I love you, best friend!

Love,
Me