Relationship

Okay so my last blog was a bit of a rant... it took me weeks to finally get all of that out of me because of my mixed emotions on certain things... God is teaching me that even though I am a youth pastor that cannot consume all of my life. Since February my job has consumed me. It's all I talk about, think about, pray about, and even dream about. Through the last couple of months I have called the emotions and such as girlie junk and dismissed them. As of two weeks ago I finally let go of not wanting a relationship. I am very independent and don't want to loose that, but feel like God is gonna do something real big in my life in that section of my life soon. I'm not one to fall for someone really quick and I'm not saying that I have fallen for someone, but I love talking to him and we never run out of things to say. Funny, a month ago I wouldn't have even thought of this as an option in the dating life of Arielle... Who knows where this will go... It's all up to God! I love saying that and really believing it! I'm just waiting on one more thing to happen and if it does I'm SOLD lol! But only God and I know that one! hahaha! I'm such a girl, but I think I'm okay with it!